Broken by Desire Read online

  My eyes meet hers, while I unbutton my jeans, the zipper half way down. I can’t wait to see her naked. “You sure about this?” She nods letting me know she wants this; she slips her straps of the dress off her shoulders. I drink in the sight of her in a black sheer bra. Oh my fucking God she is perfect. Her full tits are creamy and her nipples are peaked behind the soft material of the bra. “Fuck, you’re beautiful!” I pull her up and undo her belt. As soon as the dress pools at her feet, I need to kiss her again. I tug her body against me, sealing her lips with mine.

  She’s so wanton with lust, rubbing her core against me. Her fingers tangle in my hair, tugging me closer to her. Like she hungers for me. Her heat is unbearable and I doubt I will last very long. Our tongues dance in an erotic tumble and I suck hers into my mouth. A soft whimper escapes her mouth, she’s ready. I lay her on the bed, her bare skin on mine is incredible. I am way over dressed for this party. Without a word, I shrug my jeans off, without my eyes leaving her. Her gaze is glued to my bulge, and she looks like she’s about to devour me whole. My fingers move to unhook her bra, flinging it on the floor somewhere. “Cassandra.” My voice is a low growl. Her nipples are hard and I lean in, devouring them. Sucking, nibbling, tasting her. Fuck! My mind can’t form coherent sentences at this point. I graze her sensitive buds with my teeth, and her back arches in pleasure.

  I need to taste the rest of her. My mouth moves down over her belly, I kiss a soft wet trail down, noticing the goose bumps that rise up on her smooth silky skin. She’s writhing up, but I need her to hold still. This would be so much easier if I had her bound to the bed. I grip her and pin her hips to the bed. I need to keep her in place, or I will lose control. A jolt of pleasure shoots to my cock when she moans my name. I am leaking, ready to be inside her. My eyes on hers, I tug her panties off. With soft feather light kisses on her thighs, I take in the sweetness of her skin. With soft kisses on her inner thighs, I tease her, not giving attention to where she needs me most. Once her panties are on the floor, I grab each ankle and kiss them. She’s a fucking goddess, perfect.

  My briefs find their place among the strewn clothes on the floor, she gasps when her eyes fall on my cock. I grab a condom and roll it on. Her eyes never leaving my movements. I kneel back between her thighs, my erection at her pussy. I am so ready to ram inside you, darling. My mouth claims her again; I trace my hand down the side of her body. I find the slick sex between her thighs and stroke her. “You’re so fucking wet for me.” Her whimper is more than enough to spur me on. God, she will feel amazing. “I need to be inside you, Cassandra.” She raises her hips to me and I slide in slowly. It takes all my restraint not to drive into her. It’s the only way to keep myself from coming too soon. She’s tight, so fucking tight. Her pussy sucks me in.

  “Please,” she whispers, “… Mr. Verán.” I need to fuck her now, this is ridiculous, and she knows what it does to me. With one hand I grip her wrists and pin them above her head. I fucking warned her. Is she trying to make me crazy? “Do it.” Her voice is hoarse with desire. You asked for it sweetheart. I am going to fuck you senseless until you’re crying out my name. No other man will make you feel what I am about to make you feel.

  I drive into her, bottoming out inside her tight little cunt. She fits me like a fucking glove. When I hear her cry out I still inside her. I allow her a moment until she looks into my eyes with a sparkling smile. Slower now, I pull out then slide in to the hilt, giving her my cock, I want her to have every fucking inch of me. I need her to be mine, only mine. My eyes lock on hers and I hope she can see the promise in them. You’re mine now. No one else is going to have a chance with you. I will fucking own you.

  I taste her, kissing and nibbling her neck. My lips move to her mouth; her lips are bruised from my rough kisses. I bite on that plump bottom lip. When she wraps her legs around me, pulling me into her, I move faster. My orgasm is close. Pleasure runs down my spine, straight to my cock. Her teeth bite down on my shoulder, making me growl, and pleasure shoots down my spine. You want rough baby? I can give you rough. My relentless pounding pins her to the mattress, I pull out to the tip and drive into her so deep, knocking the wind from her with the thrust. She whimpers a plea.

  “Please, please, Lucien, please?” Begging me to let her come and I don’t deprive her. Her tight little body spasms as an orgasm rips through her and I can’t hold back anymore. I call out her name as I slam my release into her, my body shuddering. Her face is incredible. She’s so fucking beautiful when she comes. Christ! My gaze flits up, and I realize I have a death grip on her wrists. Shit! I release her and she immediately touches me, stroking me. My skin prickles in pleasure. As we catch our breath I am sated for the first time in years. I slide out of her slowly, giving her a soft kiss.

  I need to get rid of this fucking condom. When I rise from the bed, I make my way to the bathroom. “Be right back, gorgeous.” She looks beautiful splayed on my bed, looking thoroughly fucked. Every man’s wet fucking dream. Her eyes on me, burn into my skin. In the bathroom I stare at my reflection. That was incredible. She’s perfect in every way. I can’t even explain what it’s like being inside her. You’re so fucked, Lucien, so fucking fucked. I splash cold water on my face, then grab a towel, drying my face.

  I join her in the bedroom and offer a smile. Back in the bedroom, I slip into the bed next to her, the heat of her body ignites me from the inside out. It’s like she’s turned a light on inside me. If only she can light the darkness in my heart and my past. She can’t find out about that. There is no way she will want me if she ever found out. My heart hurts to think I could ever hurt her in that way. “Are you okay?”

  “Of course I am! Why wouldn’t I be?” She turns to face me. When her fingers trace my tattoos a shiver runs through me. The gentle way she touches me, is something I am not used to, but I love it.

  “I just… I don’t know.” I shrug. She’s staring at me intently. For the first time I am unsure of myself. The need to impress her is coursing through me. “That was as wonderful as I thought it would be.”

  “Oh? You’ve thought about it?” Amusement dances in her eyes. Fuck I slipped up! There is no need to tell her I thought about fucking her since I first saw her, but she doesn’t seem angry.

  “Since the first time I saw you in the coffee shop!” Her soft body against mine, has my mind wandering, her skin feels like silk. “You do not understand how you’ve haunted me, my dreams, my fantasies.” Honesty is the best policy; I hope she doesn’t freak out. “This…” I signal to us laying naked on the bed, “… is, I can’t even tell you how incredible it is.” Something flickers in her eyes, but she seems adamant on not telling me.

  “As wonderful as this is, I meant what I said earlier. You don’t know me Lucien.”

  “Then enlighten me, Ms. Winters, tell me everything about you.” I draw her in for a kiss, her lips are soft, pliable, and taste like strawberries. This is a bad idea, but fuck it. I am going to hell anyway. Might as well enjoy the ride. Kissing her was like breathing, at this point I was so far gone, I needed it to survive. Her giggle is sexy as fuck and music to my ears.

  “Can we start the education when I am not so sleepy?”

  “Of course gorgeous. We have a long day tomorrow and I don’t think your employer would approve of you being late.” When her finger traces over my hips, my cock twitches, and I am rock hard again. Just a simple touch from her and I am putty in her hands, I roll over her and tease her with my cock.

  “I would have to give him something to approve of then, won’t I?” Her seductive tone has me aching again. I am acting like a fucking teenager. How can I even be hard again? She’s fucking incredible.

  “I guess you should, how about right now?” Her hands travel over my back, and I lean in kissing the sweet spot behind her ear, making her back arch into me. I love the curve of her body, how she molds to me, and her begging is intoxicating.

  “Lucien,” her nipples pebble against my chest. “Please?”

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p; “If you keep this up little lady, I will miss work tomorrow.” I grab another condom and roll it on with lightning speed. Already the need to be inside her is causing an ache in my heart. I lower myself over her and take in the flush of her cheeks. Disbelief washes over me, I am about to take her again. “You’re beautiful.” I whisper in her ear. Sliding my left hand down, reaching between us, my fingers slide over her slick sex to make sure she’s ready.

  “Lucien,” she sighs out loud as I twist my fingers inside her.

  “Mmm, wet, just how I like you,” my hooded gaze is dark and dangerous. Her hips rise to meet my hand. “You want me gorgeous?”

  “Yes, please, Mr. Verán?” She’s taunting me as only she can and I drive into her. My teeth tug her earlobe, the pain and pleasure will shoot straight to her core, as expected her pussy tightens around me. I kneel up between her legs, never breaking our connection, lifting her knees and pushing them back, I slam into her, hitting her g spot and her eyes flutter closed. “Look at me.” My voice a deep growl. She obeys my command, which has my cock throbbing inside her. I don’t think I can get any harder. “Look at the man fucking you, taking you. Cassandra, you feel so fucking good around me.” So tight, so fucking tight like a glove. “Fuck Cassandra, give it to me, I want every fucking drop. Come for me, sweetness!” I can’t hold out any longer when her orgasm cinches me. Her pussy milks me and her name escapes my lips as I come inside her. Her body shudders under me and I let her legs down. With slow precision I slip out of her and roll onto my side, pulling her into me. “You will be the death of me.” She will kill me, in the best way possible. I pull the condom off discarding it next to the bed. It will have to wait until morning, there’s no way I am leaving her now.

  “You are kind of wonderful.” Her voice is soft as she mumbles.

  “Not me, sweetness, you are. Whatever exists in our pasts we will overcome it because there’s no way I am letting you go.” Her light is shining like a beacon in the night. I know that whatever happened we could get through it. There’s something about this girl that I can’t let go of. I need her. Her eyes flutter closed and I stare at her for ages. Why have you come into my life? I don’t want to hurt you. God knows you’re going to make me a better man, but Cassandra, I can’t hurt you. I stare out the patio doors from the bed and my mind is in tatters.

  There is so much darkness in me, but in her, she’s the opposite, filled with light and love and everything that is good. I don’t deserve her, but she’s chosen me. All I can do is try to be the man she thinks I am. I stroke her long hair, it’s soft like silk. She is flawless, her skin smooth to the touch. I wanted tonight to end with her in my bed. I just didn’t realize it would be after she’s practically pulled my heart out of its cage, lit a flame inside it and then put it back. Deep down I am scared as fuck, but she’s come into my life for a reason. She’s like a light in my darkness. My lumiére. Sleep takes over and I dream of her. Again.

  “Lucien, where are you going? Luke!” I spin around and see her, those beautiful silky brown curls. The dark brown eyes that make my body ache to be inside her. “Luke come on!” She’s giggling, running along the beach. As soon as I follow her the night gets darker.

  “Cassie! Cassandra, where are you going babe?” She’s out of reach. Why can’t I get to her? When I reach my hand out, I finally catch her. My grip on her wrist is tight, and I tug her to me. Her body flush with mine. With both hands I cup her face, and lean in to kiss her. Sparks course through my body as her soft lips touch mine. I seal her mouth, she opens up, giving me access. Her tongue dances with mine, twisting, tumbling. Her moan brings me out of the fantasy and I pull back. My eyes shoot open, I glance down at her, she’s not breathing. “No! Cassie! Come back to me! Cassie! No!”

  My eyes jerk open. Immediately I glance next to me, Cassie is sound asleep. She looks like an angel. An angel that I can’t be with. I can’t do this to her. As I slide out of bed, I make my way into the bathroom. A splash of cold water on my face wakes me up, I glance at my reflection in the mirror. The darkness in my eyes makes me shiver. I can’t do this to her. I can’t bring her into my life. This was a mistake. When we get back to LA, it ends. Back in the bedroom, I take in the beautiful girl in my bed. The sweet scent of her perfume calms me down as I slide in next to her. I tug the sheet up covering us both, and close my eyes, letting sleep take me.

  Chapter 7

  Cassandra

  It’s Sunday morning and I open my eyes to a deafening noise. “What the—” There’s a warm body next to mine when I reach over. Two of the most exquisite olive eyes I have ever seen greet me when I glance up. My smile is mirrored when Lucien’s face brightens into a grin that creases his eyes.

  “Good morning, sweetness,” his fingertips brush my shoulder.

  “Lucien,” I gasped, recalling the night before.

  “Yup, that’s me. At least I was the last time I checked.” He laughed, caressing my face. I leaned into his touch, I sighed at the electric current he sent through my body.

  “Yes, smart ass! I just…” Heat flushed my cheeks. Lucien tugs me closer to him and gives me a kiss. “Was, I mean… last night…” I stumble over my words. Just ask him! Was it a one-night thing? I mean he’s your boss. You can’t expect him to date you! Of course not! No, it’s okay. I am fine.

  “Last night was amazing, sweetness, and it's absolutely not going to be the last.” My eyes lock on his and the truth shining in his beautiful green eyes.

  “Really?” I cock my head to the side.

  “Why do you sound so surprised? You think I don’t want to be inside you again? Because I do. So much more.” He rolls onto his side, facing me. Those green eyes are staring at me intently. I watch his gaze roam my face, assessing my reaction. The delicate white sheet down moves down to my waist as his lips trail hot kisses between my breasts.

  “Lucien,” My back arches towards him and that incredible mouth. I breathe his name; goose bumps rise on my skin. He leaves me speechless with every movement.

  “We can talk later. I have something else in mind.” He rolls over me, supporting himself up on his elbows. His body hovering over mine. The heat of his bare skin on mine is intense. The crackle of electricity between us is incredible. His muscles tense, the veins on his arms bulge, and I am aching for him to be inside me again.

  “I don’t want to be late; my new boss is extremely demanding.” I tease as he nibbles on my ear causing shivers to course through my body.

  “Is he now?” His voice is a low rumble has my skin tingling. Lucien lifts his gaze, and it sears into me. His head cocks to one side and his eyes narrow, “And why would you say that Ms. Winters?”

  I giggle as he rolls his hips into me, teasing me and his arousal pressing into my core. “Well, he is pretty intimidating. He said he wants to tie me to his bed.” His teeth tug on my hardened nipple and I gasp at the sensations rushing through me. An electrical current shoots straight to the bundle of nerves between my thighs. “Lucien!” I cry out as he tugs on the other bud.

  “Does that turn you on my lumière?” His voice dripping with desire. I recognize the French word for light, but it dissolves as his fingers find my entrance. Heated kisses flutter down my body in slow soft movements, he dips his tongue in my bellybutton and I just about come undone beneath him. “You like the notion of me tying you to my bed?” His eyes lock on mine when he laps at the heat between my thighs. My core tightens and his fingers tease me. I can’t find the words to answer him so I nod. His smile is dark and so are his eyes. They’re filled with yearning and desire. Did you just give him permission to tie you to his bed? God, yes! My legs are splayed open and I can’t help bucking my hips.

  His tongue slips into me while his fingers stroke my slick folds. With slow movements inside me then back out. “So beautifully wet, I could feast on you all day.” He is teasing and driving me to the edge. His tongue flicks over my clit; I grip the sheets so hard I am sure I am going to rip them. “Mmmm,” he moans and his warm brea
th blows on me. “You taste like honey, baby. So fucking sweet.” A shiver wracks through my body, I am shamelessly writhing below him. “This tight little cunt is delicious.” His crude words have me teetering on the edge. My eyes close as I take in the sensations he’s giving me. I am so close to the release I need. That I ache for. My skin tingles, heated, like I am on fire, my core tightens around him. There is an earth shattering orgasm about to overtake me.

  “Please Lucien!” I cry out loud, I need him to give me the release I yearn for. “Please?”

  “Please what baby? You want to come for me?” I nod without looking at him. “This sweet little pussy will flood my tongue with juices.” He continues plunging two fingers inside me, when his mouth closes down on my clit, sucking and flicking it with his tongue. My orgasm splinters through me.

  “LUCIEN!” I cry out his name, my body convulsing, and bucking on the bed. His hands grip my hips holding me down as I shudder. His tongue riding out my orgasm inside me, I have never felt this good before. My breathing is erratic. Shallow, deep, fast, slow. When I finally stop shaking, he kneels up between my legs, watching me with hunger in his eyes. His lips glistening with my arousal. I watch him lick his lips and I almost come undone again. He stops, reaching for the nightstand. I shake my head. All I need is him inside me. His eyes darken at the thought of being inside me without a barrier.

  “It’s okay, I’m on the pill.” My voice is scratchy from screaming only moments before. He moves over me then, driving into me. With a deep thrust, to the hilt he fills me, offering me what I was seeking all along. With a roll of his hips he is plunging himself into me. Like pieces of a puzzle, we fit together.